Shabbat Inspiration with Diane

  Last week we noodled the importance of bringing more love into this world in order to combat the dark forces of evil. I was still kvelling (rejoicing) in the warmth of love still aglow from our granddaughter’s visit and thanking God for all the blessings He made possible.     Yet I know there are times when we’re just not feelin’ it, especially when so much seems to be going wrong, personally or societally. To some my life sounds euphoric while theirs feels more like Job’s! Trust me I have had and probably will have again my share of tsuris (troubles)!     Sometimes joy in the Lord seems made for others, not for us. Yet we all... Read More →

  Last week I shared with you the joy and peace that I was experiencing as a result of the visit by our 7 year old granddaughter. Now after days of Disneyworld, camping in our RV, travel to a five year old grandson’s birthday party in St. Petersburg, more beach and swim days, and travel home,  I can only say I’m not the least bit tired. Rather, I am renewed and refreshed. That is not of human capacity. That is of the Lord.        I honestly feel that the power of love is so strong that it really can overcome inexplicable challenges and even darkness. It is that latter aspect that has intrigued me, especially this week.        What is going on in the world???!!!! It only gets crazier.... Read More →

  The past weeks have been filled with goodness and yet I have been challenged with more responsibilities than usual. Primarily my efforts have been focused on nursing Sid back to health and Baruch Hashem he is now pain free as his ankle continues to heal. We are praying that the x-rays next week show the anticipated progress to allow weight bearing.      Months ago a visit by our 7 year old granddaughter had been planned. This was to be particularly special since she lives in Denver and was going to be here without her parents for 10 days!! Gramzy’s heart was singing with just the thought! Needless to say as the planned date came closer, given Sid’s accident, many conflicting thoughts... Read More →

  Several weeks ago I shared with you the importance of keeping God in our thoughts moment by moment. Reflecting on that directive made me ponder further the impossibility of doing just that. How can I possibly think about God moment by moment if my life is so busy? I’ve been shown in the past that when I get caught up in the swirl, whether on a cruise or in a crisis, in fun to be had or fires to be put out, thoughts of the Divine get pushed aside for the joy or pain of the moment.     As Sid’s caregiver for the past 5 weeks I have not been able to think of God, per se, in each moment. Instead, when I slow up, gratefulness and thankfulness fill me. I see the small... Read More →

For the past several sermons Rabbi Nathan has continued his exploration of the Sermon on the Mount and the central role in those passages of what is commonly known as The Lord’s Prayer (Tefilat Avinu). That concept itself is so very novel and thought provoking not to mention the revelations he has shared from that perspective. I highly recommend you find these sermons on the Ruach Israel YouTube channel for these anointed teachings.      As a Jewish reader you are well aware of the understanding that we commonly consider this prayer as Christian. (“Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy name . . . “). Even as a Messianic Jewish believer not until these sermons have I more fully... Read More →

  This morning Sid and I were having what I thought was just an interesting chat. I was sharing with him the latest examples of “synchronicities”, those perfectly timed coincidences that show our Creator is orchestrating our lives so beautifully and mysteriously.   I stopped waxing poetic for I had a sudden thought.   “Sid, you know He does this for everyone,” to which Sid replied, “No. You’re special.”   Wow ! So not true! We continued . . .   “Sid, you know God loves all of His children exactly the same. There are no favorites. It’s just that when you’re in a relationship and it’s one-sided you tend to interact more with those who are with you more often. I’m... Read More →

  Last week I shared with you details of Sid’s terrible fall which caused a severe broken ankle requiring complete immobilization for the foreseeable future. As a result I have checked out of all of my usual activities including phone time, for I am by his side almost all of the time.   In the past when I’ve been ill myself, unless impossible, I have tried to keep all the balls juggling in the air. This time as Sid’s caregiver it has been quite the opposite. Sid is my sole focus and nothing else seems important to me other than making his days as cheerful and comfortable as possible. Unexpectedly, other than his discomfort and discouragement which I work to alleviate, these... Read More →

  We all know of the manna which God provided for the Israelites when in the desert for 40 years after escaping bondage in Egypt.  When the dew evaporated what was left behind was a flake-like substance perhaps tasting a bit sweet like honey. When this heavenly dew fell the Israelites may have said “Ma’n hu?” “What is this?” though Rashi suggests it comes from the root “m-n-h” to “allot” or “portion”.   Amazingly the flakes could be heated by baking or even boiling and the end result is referenced as bread from heaven metaphorically in our ponderings of this miraculous provision. They most likely were formed into an edible form similar to bread and of course in our holy... Read More →

  Sid and I are watching a worthwhile TV miniseries called “A Small Light” on Prime Video. It is the story of Miep Gies who was instrumental in hiding Anne Frank and her family in Amsterdam during the Nazi occupation. The show’s depiction of Miep’s transformation from a carefree, fun seeking socialite to a person willing to sacrifice her life to help others is riveting.   We have not completely finished the series yet. At this point we are learning more about Miep’s quiet social worker husband Jan who takes the concept one step further. He not only becomes persuaded by his wife to help the Franks but over time feels he must do more. He even becomes willing to kill.  ... Read More →

  I recently read a fascinating article about Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis. For some of you she was a figure in history, the First Lady when John F. Kennedy was President. For many of us she was an amazing person we often read about in the headlines, her demeanor and interactions with foreign dignitaries always noteworthy.   At a social gathering during the height of the Cold War the First Lady had listened intently to the Premier of Russia Nikita Krushchev’s stories of the Soviet canines Belka and Strelka. They had orbited the earth in space which was quite an accomplishment. Jackie was genuinely interested in Krushchev as a person, and so, learned of his great joy in talking... Read More →

As many of you know, my mantra is conversation leads to understanding. Even in the most tense of situations, even in thinking about horrific events that have been and are happening, if we imagined the people involved civilly discussing their issues with each other, the results would be different. People with diverse opinions would be able to hear another way to look at the topic at hand and even if remaining of a different perspective would still have a better understanding of the other person’s point of view. At a minimum there would be respectful treatment. A hope would be love and understanding. As you know, I belong to a Bible study group that is very diverse. We have... Read More →

  This past week I lost two members of my extended family to complications from dementia. They had been suffering for several years and their suffering finally ended within days of each other. At the time Sid and I were babysitting our grandchildren as we experienced the both/and of life, the grief of loss alongside the joy of being with those precious grandsons.   I’ve just returned from bringing matzah ball soup to the 92 year old neighbor I described to you last week who is being forced to leave her home to move to Dallas, Texas. Last week when I arrived to visit Sarah, “synchronistically” another neighbor arrived at exactly the same time. Although she was a longtime friend... Read More →

  I recently met a 92 year old woman whose story saddened me deeply as she shared it.   I didn’t know her but met Sarah while on a walk with a friend who wanted to stop to check in on her. As we walked into Sarah’s very small home it was like an Alice Through the Looking Glass experience. The walls were adorned with beautiful paintings, intricate shell art, the furnishings as if at my grandmother’s home, the smile on her face so welcoming. I was transported to another time and place.   Sarah was being forced to move from her home despite having been granted a life estate. Since she was suffering from macular degeneration she chose not to fight and instead had resigned... Read More →

  It’s that time again. Sid and I just arrived in Florida and we will be here until May. I’ve shared with you before how this schedule was never my plan. Yet over the past five years it has come to be, and with it new experiences, new relationships, more trust in HaShem.   It was completely counterintuitive that I could ever be away so long from my family and friends up north and my Ruach community. Perhaps the timing of Covid hitting at this same juncture in my life made the transition easier, for much of life became available remotely for those first several years. Now it remains a blessing that I can continue to work remotely, attend board meetings in this way, as well a... Read More →

  I recently shared with you the scary experiences of worrying about our home in Maine during the long time of below average temperatures while we were with family over the holidays in Massachusetts and Vermont. As we have been preparing for our time in Florida new ideas are being tried of how to protect our home for even a longer time away during these cold winter months.   I really know nothing about this subject and have watched enough YouTube videos on what to do that I now know there’s more to winterizing a house than I could learn in a short tutorial. Although I would have called a neighbor or professional for help, Sid decided he could handle it and he did not ask for... Read More →

  I am such a work in progress. Aren’t we all?   I shared with you the Thanksgiving drama this year of having been without my cell phone for the entire five day trip to Nashville and how I grew closer to God through that experience. I guess the holidays are His teaching tool for me as of late so here we go again . . .   Ever since my now 47 year old son was born our extended families have gone to my brother’s house to be together over the Christmas vacation days since schools are out and many businesses closed. We would go to his home first in Florida, then Massachusetts, now in Vermont. Over the years children have grown and married, grandchildren have arrived so it’s... Read More →

  At this time of year when surrounded by festive lights and reminders of Christmas, we often hear the expression, “’Tis the season!” Although used in the 19th century previous to the well known Christmas carol “Deck the Halls”, that song popularized the expression which has come down through the ages to us today. Over the years its use has expanded beyond the Christmas season reference and has become part of our vernacular. Watch out, ‘tis the season for ticks, for colds. . . .   By far the most common usage, however, does relate to this time between Thanksgiving and Christmas. ‘Tis the season to celebrate these festive holidays that approach with all the trappings we enjoy.... Read More →

  It really is a wonderful time of year. Of course it’s busy, but it’s really a good busy in the sense of our having plenty to eat, warm homes, loving people in our lives, often too many to be with at one time. What nice problems to have in today’s world of woes, and that is also true. We live in the both/and.   Hanukkah brings forth memories of miracles, light in the darkness, and latkes! We are so grateful for this time of year to be able to celebrate these ancient days that are still so impactful today. This year, in particular, seems to present an especially important season to reflect more deeply on the origins of this holiday when we light our Hanukkiah candles bringing... Read More →

  We’re in the thick of it – the holiday season. Chanukah is just around the corner. Extra travel. Performances to do and attend. Visitors. Extra cooking and cleaning, not to mention the holiday shopping. Oh, and life as usual, work, school, stress. It’s inevitable every year yet this year the December holidays snuck up faster with that last November weekend being Thanksgiving. All of a sudden, “Voila!” – December is here!   A couple mornings ago Sid was unaware of something I had told him that he had either forgotten or not heard and his forgetfulness really rubbed me the wrong way. No biggie. Just life. I told him the information (again). He probably didn’t even notice I... Read More →

  Recently I shared with you the difficulty to communicate I experienced while on a cruise as a result of the unreliable Wi-Fi service. I was away for a full two weeks and during that time was reminded of the importance of prioritizing my intention to keep my relationship with our Creator front and center.   Last week Sid and I were enroute to Nashville for Thanksgiving. As Sid dropped me off at the terminal for the Logan Express bus to the airport so he could park the car, our fur baby Sofie on her leash pulled me from my seat! This jerking caused me to twist sharply to the right and speedily come out of the car. (This information becomes relevant later in the story).  ... Read More →

  Last Shabbat Rabbi Nathan shared a sermon about an organization that I had not heard of, Voice of the Martyrs (VOM), its mission to help persecuted Christians. As Rabbi Nathan elaborated on the history of the founders I was fascinated, not only by the story, but also with the maturity of our Messianic Judaism that Rabbi Nathan was inspired to give a sermon about a Christian organization about Jews who converted without getting “hung up” on words – Christian or Jewish.   How fascinating that the founder Richard Wurmbrand and his wife Sabina were Romanian Jews who lived during the years of turmoil not only during German occupation and the Holocaust, but also, during Russian... Read More →

  This Shabbat encouragement is one I’ve sent previously but the glorious fall foliage each year always lends itself to new insights. This year when we returned from our trip at the end of October, I was amazed that so many brilliant leaves were still on the trees! Normally by the first week of November, if not sooner, the winds and rain would have succeeded in casting most of the leaves to the ground. Instead, rather than seeing brown leaves on the ground, on every jog, walk, and drive I was overwhelmed by a spectacular divine work of art. Perhaps this has been yet another gift, another blessing, we have been given to help keep up our spirits during these exceptionally challenging... Read More →

  I awoke with the word “testimony” in my head . . .   As a believer in Yeshua, this word brings to mind our sharing our personal stories of how we each came to believe in Yeshua as our promised Messiah. For some God-known reason, this past week has brought an unusual number of opportunities for me to give my testimony to “random” people in so many different contexts that it has prompted me to share these thoughts with you.   Where do I begin . . .   Relatable to those of you who may still be on the journey to know Him, as a mainstream Jew before He revealed His Truth to me, I never really could wrap my brain around the word “testimony” when believers in Yeshua would... Read More →

  Sid and I recently returned from a cruise which included visits to some amazing places – Ephesus where we walked through Mary’s house and on the actual streets where Paul preached, not to mention the Great Synagogue of Rome and the Barcelona Jewish Ghetto. The days were full, enjoyable, educational, uplifting, relaxing . . .   Yet as the cruise neared its end, thoughts of the many connections in my life that are land-ho began to enter my consciousness. My neck and shoulders began to feel strained. My sleep was disturbed, my thoughts troubling about all that would be waiting undone on my to-do list upon my return. Sid has recently teased me that my life’s... Read More →

The release of the hostages. This has been such a part of our lives for the last two years that there is no need to identify which ones or from where for our hearts spring with joy at the mere mention of the words. Last week I read an amazing story about a discovery in Toronto. Over a century ago in the late 1880s the city of Toronto was being urbanized. To do so more than 25 feet of dirt and gravel had ended up on top of vast areas of peat bogs and wetlands. In the 1920s the Don River located there was “re-engineered” by construction of a concrete channel which decades later resulted in costly flooding of the surrounding area. Solutions for the overdevelopment were sought.... Read More →